His black eyes stared back from the mirror bags under eyes prominent. He was waking up to another day . The bathroom light illuminated his exhausted form . A memory flashed: a struggle in the darkness . He remembered the huge member and intimate touch . The pain was still fresh aftersex trauma . He saw himself lost and alone . He tried to hide the evidence of his suffering . The image of the violated body haunted him . He recalled the unwanted proof . The memory of the pain etched on his features was vivid . He saw the cum in his ass . His eyes closed trying to forget . He relived the forced intimacy . He saw the cum on male body . He was still in the bathroom seeking a fresh start . The thought of suicide still lingered a desperate escape . He felt the lingering pain . He was just a boy caught in a nightmare . He remembered the violation . The struggle was far from over the fight for survival .